Spectator of my own life

These days I feel as though I am watching my life through other people's eyes.
Just watching my life go by.
My life does not feel my own.
Other people run it, it seems.
I have no choices.
I do what I am told.
I have no place to run and hide.
I am silenced in my opinion. It's wrong. It's bad. It's selfish.
And so, I just keep going.