Being responsible

I don't want to be.

Period.


How does one stop being responsible?
Just stop?
But I have a conscious. I can't just stop.
My guilt won't let me.
I have to be responsible all the time.
To be irresponsible is BAD.
Does it mean I'm bad?
Maybe.

If I wanted to try irresponsibility, where would I start?

Being responsible all the time is exhausting!
Doing the right thing all the time is exhausting!

Why can't I just be a bitch or do something wrong and have no body care?

Maybe it's so exhausting because really I am a bitch and a mean person and have to work so hard not to be?
Now there's a new thought...

Being responsible sucks!