Recognizing my body

Tonight I felt it.
It felt weird
I was there, but I wasn't
Feeling comfortable or aware. It felt so foreign
It was not me.
It used to be me.
But its not anymore
Not sure where I went
But I aint here
I'm not someone else
I'm just not me
Part of that feels okay.
The other part isn't so sure.
Don't really mind not being me
Don't really care
There's that word again.
Just doesnt matter?
It was me there, just didn't recoginize who i was.