Planning a Bat mitzvah

Invitations.

Who to invite.

What to wear? What do I care?

Priorities. What is important?

I used to be so judgmental. Now, I don't care.

Make it what she wants.

Decisions.

Money.

Colors.

Cost.

Making people happy.

Wishing I could just show up.

Disappointments.

Making her happy.

Wanting her to feel special.

Wanting it all to go away.

Proud.

Exhausted.Snapping my fingers.

Let me know when it's over.