Topics I want to, but am not allowed to write about on my blog

I would like very much to write about:

An old NCSYer, who was like a daughter, who grew away from our family. I found out yesterday from someone else that she married a non-Jewish co-worker and had a baby girl. Many conflicting feelings...

I would like very much to write about:

How my husband and I deal with difficult situations VERY differently. He tries to pretend it doesn't exist, while I go at it straight on.

I would like very much to write about:

The conflict of spending money to fly into the states for a wedding of a very close NCSYer. I wouldn't otherwise be going now. And money is very tight. But I feel I should be there.

I would like very much to write about:

My daughter testing me everyday with what she wears. Parenting and G-d.

I would like very much to write about:

How to support and be a good parent to the daughter who is not loosing her baby fat. And likes to eat.

I would like very much to write about:

My own thoughts on the war in Lebonon.


To name a few...