Why I don't like to go to sleep

If only I could get my brain to completely shut down.

Just not think, not feel.

Nothing.

I know my Dad is going to tell me to meditate.

So instead I just wait until I am totally exhausted. Or read. Or listen to a relaxation tape.

Sometimes I love being me when I think and feel so deeply all time, and really truly believe the world needs more people like me. But other times, like now, when I need to be asleep, I wish I wasn't like me.

I wish I had an on/off switch.

So I could just flick the switch and fall asleep quickly and easily and get a great night's sleep.

Off I go to try...